So it happened. i was fully aware that i messed up. Master knew it, i knew it. When Master instructed me to strip and prepare for punishment, there was clearly a difference this time. What has always hurt my heart, and stung my bottom was about to be worse than ever before. Master had such a confident and determine air about Him.
As i laid across His bed and prepared for the worst, i felt this wave of fear come across me like i had never experienced during a punishment from Him before. Expecting a small warm up lash with His belt, i prepared.
As the belt came swiftly and hard i heard it crack upon my bare bottom and felt the sting much deeper than every before. Master watched as my body trembled and shook with slight shock of the powerful blow.
As Master told me to never disrespect Him again, i agreed- hoping to soften the next blow. Then swiftly i heard and felt the next impact. my rear end feeling like it was on fire, my body trying to crawl away from the pain, my mind knowing i needed to stay put, and my mouth apologizing through pained moans.
One by one the belt hit harder and faster than i had ever known before. With each smack i gripped onto the bedsheets with my fists tighter trying to diffuse some of the pain. my little wimped grew slightly with each sting until it was one long moan of pain. Master, knowing that i was done, reminded me of who He is and that He demands my respect-ALWAYS. i turned to face Him, my head lowered, and thanked Him for my punishment and apologized for acting like i did.
Not that it should matter the force of the punishment, but i am now fully aware that my Master has in fact come into His own and that each punishment from here on out will leave a lasting affect on my mind and my body.